But if there's a pill to help me forget. God knows I haven't found it yet. But I'm dying to, God I'm trying to. 'Cause trying not to love you, only goes so far. Trying not to need you, is tearing me apart. Can't see the silver lining, from down here on the floor. And I just keep on trying, but I don't know what for. 'Cause trying not to love you. Only makes me love you more.